blue

It’s a mood-less night. I woke up at 8.xx pm after 3hours of ‘nap’. I suppose to wake up at 7pm and take dinner with pigbit, but I dunno why she didn’t wake me up. I am an easy-hungry person. Once I woke up, my stomach started to emit alarming signal. However, pigbit has a meeting soon, so I dunno what to do with my sick stomach. I msn this, sms that, no reply I got. It was like… I am living in a world disconnected from the people, alone. The time is passing slowly, like not willing to move on. The feeling is bad…

My mood turned bad (easily). I didn’t talk much, as I was expecting someone nearby to discover it and cheer me up. *ding dong* pigrace replied me in msn. She is good, she wanna acc me to dinner. She asked me to think what to eat, then nudge her. I stopped typing for a moment, my mind told me :” don’t need to eat laa..” yes, I don’t use my brain when I am hungry, I can’t think of what to eat, so nonit to eat la. There’s a new epsd of Gem of Life in my comp. (surprise) I played it, without paying much attention on it. I looked at clip position button travelling along the bar, waiting it reaches the end. Tick tack tick tack, the time is still passing slowly…

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Went to dinner with poh and pigrace just now, played card at kkwee’s house then. Many thanx to them, else pigjeng will feel blue for the whole night. I told them I’m probably moving house next sem. It was quite sad for me, as I really enjoy to have them living near to me, offering me a place to play, to hide, and to share……..