recent thought.

I found that i really like to work, or do something out of studies range.

Today the whole day I was working on CLSC hicom election booth design, and I totally enjoyed it! I always complain about CLSC works. I used to think CLSC has brought a lot of trouble to me, anytime it wants to be. and this is very annoying. but ermm...you can see that, I'm still working for CLSC no matter how much I've complaint. :p

so the question is : "WHY har?"





Here's my observation on the case :

• I like to work, but I hate group work.
• I am happy when I am doing design, cut&paste, or any other jobs that related to benda mati.
• I feel frustrated everytime I deal with people.
  

This afternoon I spent about 4-5hours on a calendar design, but I accidentally closed the file without any saving b4! I was like OMG OMG OMG!! any history function built in photoshop har? or did I save it before that? c'mon, dun play me larr, I'm just a step more to finish it marrr~ TwT hahaaaa..if you meet this situation before (esp FCM students), you will understand my feeling laarr...what to do? REDO larrr~ @.@


However, if there're two situations for me to choose :
A ) deal with people
B ) redo design

I would rather choose B. It's tiring, but at least it's simpler. As long as I work hard on it, I will still get what I want. But, hard work doesnt guarantee a good result in real life communication. Many things are unexpected and likely to be out of control. For example, everyone has to submit work on monday, this is the rule set, but how are you going to make sure everyone is following the rule? and the work submitted is good without any terrible mistake? aihh~ that's too hard laarr...


These two days I have been thinking a lot about my future. I think I can be a staff, who can only work individually. I cannot be a boss, cause I will get heart attack easily. I cannot work with colleague also, this needs communication skills. So I think it's better for me to open a shop and be si tao po :D. of cz I will have to hire staff who I really trust on.


aiya..life's hard, but still...we have to face it..and ENJOY it!


(this post just means to share my recent thought with you guys before I go to bed.)
so it's now time to bed again.
gd9 people!